Thinking about what I’ve gone through a couple of years, I’ve seen how my interest in my course is slowly depleting. I don’t know the factors, but I can see how it falls day-by-day. It’s hard to get motivated when everyone around you is so intelligent. You feel like a bum and start to do nothing. But I try hard though, for the sake of my parents’ hard work. I don’t know how far I’ll get in this field, but I’ll try hard. This just tells me that maybe I may be wrong from the past. Maybe this is not my heart’s first choice..