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It’s kind of straightforward  if you see it clearly with prejudice. Like you’d want to fight for something easier rather than a hard one. But why not fight for the love you believe is worth it? And in turn when the one you are fighting for comes around, you create a new battle, and this time it’ll be you and your partner fighting for the love you’ve found. :) I’d like to think of it that way, even though it hurts every second of my life knowing I’m not even close to what I want to achieve, and I am giving maybe a bit more effort than I thought I could do. But that’s life. You just have to push and never give up.

 

I hope it’s true that you reap twice what you sacrifice on.

 

-Erick. 2:28pm.

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How do you?

How do you mend someone’s dampened spirits?

 

Is it safe to judge every part of the environment and check on the values of the one you are helping, is it better to be optimistic and shrug off everything while you get hurt, or to listen attentively and just do nothing. Console. Comfort. Smile.

 

I am baffled. I want to do something, but I don’t know what and how. I’m walking through thin ice and I still don’t know how to walk on it. I just do, and it is surprisingly strong enough for me to path through. Have you ever wanted something that you are completely shrouded in how to get it?

 

I need a drink. *gets water*

 

Erick. 3:47pm

Smile

We can never know the impact a simple smile has on another. Smiling is one of the easiest things we can do. Is there a simpler more effortless way to give everyone you meet a moment of joy, even a sense of worth?” – Steve Goodier

 
I came across this quote from a person dear to me and quite frankly, I am compelled. It is exactly how it is described, with just one simple smile, you can turn around the moods of people. They bring a sense of joy, courage, assurance and sometimes, I guess, amusement. But why stop at that? Smiles go a long way down the road. You just need to know where and when you should use it. Nobody is forcing you to smile, but why not? :)

 

The ecstatic feeling of someone smiling at you could be contagious that you, in turn, smile at other people, which will turn into 2 more people smiling, then 4, 8, 16, 32, 64, hundreds, thousands, millions,  all day and night long. Isn’t the world a much nicer place already? I for one believe that a smile, while effortless, could guarantee and assure you in a lot of different and heavy moments and even give you hope on the darkest days. I am appalled on how one person smiles at me and I just think that the world has the nicest people and is the simplest and safest place I could be on. That everything I see is beautiful, everything I hear is music, everything I smell is sweet and everything I feel is elated. It just turns your whole ideas upside down. It gets you out of your comfort zone. But then it gets you scared, scared to see that smile disappear. And then you’d do anything to see that smile again. The one that makes your own world go around. That genuine, beautiful, smile that makes you fall irrevocably and irretrievably in love. It’s hard to forget. I have found that smile, myself, and I will do my utmost best to keep it, just the way it is. :)

 

Distance doesn’t make a difference. They’re just numbers. As long as you’re sincere, it will reach it’s destination.

 

Give someone a smile. It’s never too late. :)

 

-Erick 4:28pm. Jalja~

26th

If you leave me now, you take away the biggest part of me~

 

Kudos, GTA V and Chicago, you really put that song in my head now, Haha. But still, I like that song ever since, but the meaning never got to me that much. Though this time I think it’s different. I am holding something that’s not mine, hoping to be mine, something so priceless, that I am scared to even leave it for a second.

 

Scared of losing someone. Even though I think I may suggest on my mind that I can be found miles away from the start without any contenders, there’s still a thought in my mind that people could catch up and win. I also have the phobia of creating the perfect scenario of a person learning to love herself on my end but realizes all of what I have done is not what she has been looking for. Stumbling, profoundly, waiting for a cure, that I think will never be done anymore. I care, I understand, I love and I long. That’s what I am doing now. And I won’t ever stop, until my bones break, my joints give in or me, when the one tells me purposely to stop my cause or to get the answer I needed, or dreaded. Whichever way it goes, I will take it..

 

*sighs* I am genuinely happy, but I am still genuinely scared.

 

God give me strength.

 

-Erick. 12:32pm.

“Just because I’m not forever by your side doesn’t mean that’s not precisely where I want to be.”

13th

Lately I’ve been, I’ve been losing sleep. Dreaming about the things that we could be..

 

God it’s so hot right now. Summer is like bolting up the meters on Manila’s thermometer it’s making me hard to do anything I need without sweating like a giant fat ass kid. >__< but then again, it’s just a few months away before I get the cold breeze again of Ber-months and my birthday. :))

Hmm, so what did I realize these past days? It might seem like I’ve been working my ass off the few days, but I’m wondering if I really did. But all I can say as of the moment is I’ve found out something about myself that I never knew I could do. From the past time I’ve ever genuinely make an effort, I always come up short on my side and everything just goes haywire. Thankfully though, it happened. Or else I wouldn’t be here talking to the person who holds my heart dearly and I just wish, hope and pray everyday that I would be his knight and shinning armor. I never thought I could exert as much as this effort before based on my lazy personality. If push comes to shove, my impulse acting is like a winning light saber, colored red, depicting, I want to win. I need to win. And it’s really fulfilling to know that your efforts are appreciated. It’s the kind of recognition that would allow you to repeatedly manage every kind of strength you have and build it up to the person and help, protect and even love her in whatever chance you could make or get. And growing like this, I feel like I can do more and more and exert much more effort just to be closer to the person. This is how I am now. And I’m feeling ecstatic about it!

 

Though I may need a bit of rest at the moment. I feel as though I’m awoken and I never want to sleep ever again. Cause if I do, I think I’ll never try this out again. The best feeling in the world is to being contented and loved. That’s what I aim to feel in time. And I hope she too experiences it.

 

Fighting? :)

 

 

-Erick Cua. 5:19pm

Duh-ream

Came across this while finding the meaning of dreams. Kinda had a weird one this day. Scary weird. :|

The good ol’ chase dream!  Everybody has experienced this type of dream at least once in their lives.  We are either chasing after something, or we are doing our best to escape something horrific.   The million dollar question is why are chase dreams so common and the reason behind them.
Psychologists tend to think that “chase dreams” occur when we are unable to cope with our fears and have trouble facing reality.

I was being chased by a killer along with my iTomasino group. I only saw Sam and Vina on this dream and it was very creepy. Since it was my dream, I guess I was steered on the good part as I hid in a place where he checked already. I thought I was in a  suspense horror film and I didn’t want that so I just decided to wake-up (yeah, have a skill like that, f yeah). I woke up feeling confused, but I’m alright now..

On another case while checking the site,

If your dream is that a friend is in love with you, your unconscious is trying to bring out the feelings in you that you are trying to suppress. You love your friend and need to let them know. He or she may die tomorrow and you would never forgive yourself for not finding out how they felt.

Hmm, I can’t say that I have experienced this a lot of times, but there was a day that I did. Might be an omen for something, but I think… time is ticking..

-Erick. 10:51am.