And after she turns away, her back against me and never takes two to look. I walk away and realize, it’s still one-sided.
Get your head out of your *ss Erick. You still have a long way to go.
Apparently my mind is blank right now. With all theses deadlines, quizzes and projects thrown in my face, I don’t even know what to do first. Slacking like hell. I hate feeling like this cause I drag people down.
Wake up, Erick. Wake up. The world needs you.
324 hours. On or before May 19, 2012. What day is it? March 28, 2012.. Oh God, I still have no place to train. Can someone help me? :( I am really desperate. I need one. D:
Hello Melons~ :hi
I will be in an Indefinite Hiatus state this coming weeks. Reason so is..
1. What I though for this Summer Vacay is having to rest freely is wrong. We are gonna get burned up with a 234-hour OJT. Although not much companies has replied/called to me, I will take care of everything next week pronto. :phew
2. With that in mind, I will start to study some networking this Summer Vacay. I might not be totally interested in my course (Still thinking of shifting to Conservatory of Music) here which is IT, networking works fine with me. I’m gonna set priorities straight right now to prepare me for the future. I wouldn’t want my father abroad (Japan) to stay any further there while seeing the news of earthquakes happening there. :nuooo :cry2
3. My friends IRL playing GE are starting to quit solely for the same reason. I might feel like a bum if I didn’t realize what they have realized, so I will start to set things straight like them. :study2
I will definitely miss Merovingian Faction as a whole. I never forget that green chat that always makes me laugh whenever I log in on the game. I am also sorry for every shortcoming I have for others, like a little misunderstanding with Uncle Rod, failing my word with Kibi for a day in SCR and other stuffs that might have hurt members. But I wish from the time I have stayed here, I have made someone, anyone proud of having me as a member. :cry4
Thanks a lot Saracen, InfernalSaint, ArchSaviour and Ripclaw for taking care if me inside the Faction and also to my Fury Squadding partner Grimmshaw. I would’ve never progressed like I would if it weren’t for them. Especially Mom, who took me in with open arms. And for all of you who had been nice to me even though I don’t speak up much. I feel grateful. :best
I will still log in from time to time to talk to Melons and if ever everything here becomes stable I would probably continue on playing. That’s it for now, it was fun being a DFL for a time in Merovingian. Ja ne~ :bye2
Thinking about what I’ve gone through a couple of years, I’ve seen how my interest in my course is slowly depleting. I don’t know the factors, but I can see how it falls day-by-day. It’s hard to get motivated when everyone around you is so intelligent. You feel like a bum and start to do nothing. But I try hard though, for the sake of my parents’ hard work. I don’t know how far I’ll get in this field, but I’ll try hard. This just tells me that maybe I may be wrong from the past. Maybe this is not my heart’s first choice..
A while back I remember working out with a couple of friends. But they got tired of bringing more and more clothes and we got more busy so we stopped. Knowing myself, how I can find time on anything other than studies, I can continue to work out, even when there were no friends around me. But why did I stop? I hate impressing people with lies. That’s why I never want to work out anymore. Exercise is a better idea. Nonetheless, I won’t give a damn ’bout what people say to my body. Well, that’s me guys. :P